Sunday, March 30, 2008
7:47 AM
Hmmm..~
Please accept my apologies, wonder what would have been
Would you've been a little angel or an angel of sin?
Tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys.
Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes?
I payed for the murder before they determined the sex
Choosing our life over your life meant your death
And you never got'a chance to even open your eyes
Sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you faught for your life?
Would you have been a little genius in love with math?
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
Would you have made me quit smokin' by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose?
And the way you would have laughed and talked fast or slow?
Think about it every year, so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, love you whoever you woulda been
Happy birthday...
!
remeniscience ..fk i cant spell for shit....
hehehe went back to melbs for easter ... visited mummmy terryyy&new baby bro!~
but really, im not the type to make things more complicated :) if u do understand this then i'm impressed LOL
anyway; SLEEP. WORK 2mr.. /WHINE WHINE WHINE
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
7:40 PM
can you share your secrets with me away from everyone else again?
ARE you willing to share a secret; is it worth your time?
do you see the same things i do?
or am in my own little fantasy world which doesn't exist.
:)
hi
taken by reality.-
jayc. kin. skiiesz.
too many things running through my mind as of late;
things to do;
stop driving without my licence;
dont drink as much
dont smoke as much
try harder
slack less.
realising that theres noone left to depend upon - why haven't i grown up yet? .
i have to stop fooling myself that those who are there now will always be there. maybe there will be some; but there wont be others.
=[. life just said hello and kicked me in the face.
wonderful.
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Sunday, March 16, 2008
5:09 PM
cant be fucked any longer;
wasting my time trying'
need a different outcome.
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Friday, March 14, 2008
1:52 PM
Well at one thing;
could it be?
When I was thinking about you maybe you were dreaming of me.
Call me crazy...
call me blind.
;
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So much i need to say,
.
.
I
haha; well
March 15th 2oo8' 7.55 AM. /WHINE
just got home, cant sleep. too much to think about; oh and kylie and jess CIRCUMLOC**** i beat you both to it. I wrote it on my blog first =]]. anyway; random day today and haven't really told anyone how i feel but vin lolz. had a feeling something like this would happen the night before for some reason . for those who dont' know then good. Sorry to keep you uninformed but some things aren't meant to be put THIS far out there =]]]. wells . seems as though everyone has problems nowadays so ill leave the emo vent channel here.
WHat'd i been upto lately!
GOT A HAIRCUT. (noone really noticed)
HAD MY HAIR DYED BLONDE (some people noticed)
WENT TO CANBERRA! saw joshy and sophie aswell!
Errr i cant really remember that many things these last couple weeks. too many things to write.
what'd i do last night! now i think i can remember
met with kylie and vin at market ct .. went cap square and got my HIDEOUS ADORABLE UGLY SQUISHY TOY =] (L). noone really liked it including myself so got it changed for a different one but i still miss it =(. met wif steve and nino had dinner at korean place near kap sqaure! the fusion thingy.
jess aaron dave came abit later... sorry have to mention this but dave being pimp and picking up random waitresses! :D then saw two YUM YUM HOT girls walk right by us and had to make a comment. guess what? turned out to be my super-rachael LOL and her friend crystal = . walked up to us and said hi to both me and steve! someone was cut up D: .... anyway. ditched for a awhile and had a talk with someone then went back and met up with everyone (just finished K i missed it again! =[...) went off to starbucks and bummed around ...went back to strattttttyyyyyyy and did the same thing. by that time steven & dave had gone so was just me kylieee aarronnn vincentt and jesssssssiska bummmed around MORE and drank al-cho-mo-hol at some random place and after 3 hrs or so took kylie home aaron & jess went back and i bummed around with vincent MORE LOLZ attempted to sleep at a park like a bum but failed and ended up calling someone to pick me up =[. vinnys still at the park i think its 8.05 now LOL.
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^ see what i did there? pretty cool huh; something i'd do in primary school. blog next time ! :D BAIIZ
expressing the emptiness inside me..
